Broken Ivory- Sending lots of Love to you in Heaven

One year. Whew! Time really does fly doesn’t it? 6:52 am last year you were admitted into heaven. I know the concept of time is probably not the same in heaven, but I imagine God keeps track of the admission dates of his angels and throws some kind of party for them, right? I still…

Broken Ivory: Moments of weakness in my journey of strength

Just when I  start to think that the tears have finally dried up, and the strange deep hollow inside of me is becoming more bearable to live with, something happens that scratches the surface of my scabbed heart. It has been anything from cinnamon tea, a key holder, to your favorite Maria song by Amandzeba. Sometimes it’s…

Broken Ivory: When Silence is Golden

…Yeah I had the same reaction. Really?!! You’re telling me that a disaster that claimed the lives of over a hundred people. was a blessing to you because they are going to keep your dead daughter company? Really?!

Tribute

I’m running out of time… I still can’t find the words to write you a tribute because it requires that I allow myself to feel. My walls of denial, built in defence, are quickly crumbling under the weight of this reality.  Still, I hold on to the faint hope that you will show up at…